how much a disease cost?

a lot.

There are these things haunting me forever. Sometines I think I'm crazy, but I realized that crazy people don't know they are really crazy.

I lack the ability of becoming close to people, it's not that I don't want to, sometimes I really don't, but it's just I don't know how.

why am I always afraid of so many things?

What if my airplane also crash, dissapear or whatever? what if I die? what am I gonna do if I die?

Will jesus fight for me? I don't think so.